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Thursday, August 31, 2006

omg.. i miss energy so so much!
i was reading ahdi's bloggy and there was this post about energy..
he said, 'energy, 加油!! '
and he put a picture of 5 of them tgt.
I WANT TO CRY.
Why do they have to be the suey-est group in the history of taiwan?
Why did i choose to like them, of all people, and put myself in such misery?!
Ok whatever, they're the coolest no matter what happens, no matter what people like to say.
Anyways, this is his blog.

Anw, I just realise what a superficial relationship i have with my family..
as in my cousins and all that..
I'm too lazy to explain, but yah i fell quite sad about it.
Wonder what would happen when we all grow old.
Will we continue to keep up the pretense?
I dunno..

If I make a commitment, I'll be tempted to breach it.
Right?
So don't make loh..
I won't say I won't blog from now onwards,
I won't say I'll study 30 hrs a week,
I won't say I'll stop playing computer games,
I won't say I'll keep on running even during exams.
I won't say I'll work harder next year.

It's easier to keep to things when I didn't promise to.

12:31 AM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

freaking helll
I MISSED JINSANSHUN on friday.
im so sad.
hahaha.. the guy is like some guy on the show lah!
hahah! sorry for the misunderstanding caused.. can't stand it..
you all very funny leh!

Anw, diana!
ENERGY IS GONNA HAVE A NEW ALBUM
OMG SHUWEI LOOKS UNBELIEVABLY HOT THERE AHAHAHAH!!
OMG
HAHHA!
yeah man energy rocks.
and i found ahdi's bloggy!! can you believe that?!
Theres this part got alot of pics on their private party and
guess who was there?!
TORO! omg!
and they took this super cute pic with them all dressed up as drunkards!
HAAH! omggg.. i seriously think toro and energy's gonna get back tgt..
IM SO EXCITED AND I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SHARE MY EXCITEMENT :(
:(

:(

Anw, I'm determined to syudy.
Mug till I drop.
But first, i'm gonna play some neopets.
Hahahahaha...

4:00 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

I wanna tell her to snap out of it.
I wanna tell him to snap out of it too.

Fine so i want to tell people alot of things.
But I don't thing they wanna hear it.
So, lets just forget what I said.
Ok?
Isn't that what always happens?

This is exasperatingly annoying.
I DUNNO my life is in a mess.
Not doing my work and like doing some shit everyday.
Not studying, not laughing, not reading anymore.
Just stone, stone, stone.
crap man.
I miss secondary school so so much that I feel like such a loser for not being able to move on when almost everyone has already done that.

I wanna tell myself to snap out of this.
But it's not gonna work either.
Maybe I should start listening to myself first in order for others to listen to me.
HAI this is so crazy.

ANW i just fell in love with this guy.
hahahaha... omg.. he's damn cute and hot and everything in the world.
BUT he doesn't exist in my world.
I am sad.
He's.. everything shuwei is and better?!
hahah.. just ok maybe he can't sing as well.
Whatever man he's stilll the hotest person can?!
hahha.. ok but nothing beats shuwei lah.. i mean i don't like him cause he's hot what.. get it get it??
And i'm gonna miss seeing him on friday!!!
:(((((((((((((((
STUPID CAMP.

6:14 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Liting!

Liting is actually a mammal, not a fish.
It takes a lobster approximately 7 years to grow to be Liting.
Plato believed that the souls of melancholy people would be reincarnated into Liting.
Duelling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are Liting.
To check whether Liting is safe to eat, drop her in a bowl of water; rotten Liting will sink, and fresh Liting will float!
Liting can be seen from space.
The pigment Indian Yellow was manufactured from the urine of cows fed only on Liting.
Liting has little need for water and is capable of going for months without drinking at all.
In 1982 Time Magazine named Liting its 'Man of the Year'.
Liting became extinct in England in 1486.

I'm supposed to be mugging.
Sleeping sure makes everything better.
Ytd I had the weirdest bbq.
Filled with.. male tetesterone(how to spell huh.) haii.. sick of this.
Hm.

It's been a long time since someone made me crack up.
Who can make the queen laugh again?
who?
who?
Haha very funny.

1:44 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

No one cares about each other anymore.
It's sad.. that I no longer have faith in people that I thought were my friends.

No one cares.
Damnnnn i'm feeling so horrible about myself now arghh..
listening to all our troubles just made mine feel so insignificant..

I miss celebs so much.
I want stnicks back in my life again..
Going for guides now seems such a terrible terrible thing without the gray badges around.
I MISS BEING 16.

God help me.

10:57 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006

You know, I can't believe there's actually someone in the world who is so full of himself.
Yup, until I met you.
If you're reading this, hi!

Haha.. i'm amazed by how someone can think that he is so great that 'when I(this person) first stepped into this class, I knew every single one of your weaknesses.'
HAHA
Am I the only one who finds this laughable?!
Who do you think you are, god or something?
Or some omniscient presense that's hovering in our conscience?
And to think I thought you were nice.
I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF, what poor judgement I have.

Seriously, I know you don't care what people think of you(or so you claim)
but acting like that would mean that you would never become a better person
oh, but of course, you don't care about changing for the better.
how forgetful of me.

Well, i'm gonna say what i think or you anyway,
remember how you said that i'm impatient, that 'I talk on and on and forget what i'm saying'?
or that 'you must think, you must think, you don't think'..
Why does that sound SO familiar??
HM maybe cause it sounds so much like YOU!
WOW./

Or how you told me to 'SHUT UP YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT'(yup, if you forgot, you did shout at me for no reason at all and rudely shoved that stupid finger of yours into my face) when the problem was ours to begin with and YOU are the one who has nothing to do with it and know two shits about it

Or how you told shuduan 'ITS SELFISH PEOPLE LIKE YOU THAT MAKES THE WORLD SO HORRIBLE' just cause we wanted a idiotically-blind-who-thinks he-can-see-everything kinda person out of our lives(if you don't know yet, the horrible person is you)

Or cause you kept claiming that 'You(I) should shut up because I have no idea what i'm talking about' when you were the one spewing rubbish from your nonsensical mouth all along.
Let me cite an example (if above werent enough for you)..
After you shouted at me, you said a few of the most ridiculous sentences I have ever heard in my life.
Me: You have no right to shout at me.
You: YAH I KNOW THATS WHY I WANNA DO IT!
Me:You're crossing the line you know.
You: I KNOW and thats why i'm doing it!
GOSH.
After you said that I couldn't help but feel the urge to burst out in laughter.. for someone who supposedly knows alot of things and thinks alot, you're not very good with your common sense or your ability to argue straight-mindedly are you?

Ok I'm too tired already.
Anyway, I figured you're not that worth it.. but I just wanted to share with my friends what a amazing person you are..
Oh yeah, i'm so sorry to have used to f word on you if you think i'm uncouth, whatever man..
cause if you wanna know, you're actually the first person I have directed a swear at.
so, yah thats how angry you made me.
I must say, you opened my eyes to a whole new you
and you may be glad, cause to the best of my ability, i'm not gonna talk to you ever again if i can manage that.

8:58 PM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

From East Coast,
to Changi Village,
and then Tampines,
to Kovan,
Esplanade..
and back to East Coast!!!

wowww...
I can't believe I accomplished that!!
you have no idea how good I feel now..
hahah.. We started cycling around early 9+..
ended around 4 or 5..

omggg the cars were damn freaky, cause we were cycling at the road side there.. esp at the express ways! MY GOODNESS the cars went so damn fast i wanted to die! (ok even though they were so far away)
Hahah you know i was so scared I gripped on to my bike handle until my hands ache like crap now.. hahah! I can't even fist my hands!!
OH and then the SLOPES Omg...
Hahah., you know those long long roads that has slopes that are not that steep.
try CYCLING on them
hahahah.. its torturous!
they seem to go on forever and because we were on low gear you can like peddle a hundred times and only moved so little!
especially so when you have already sat on that sit for the past SIX hours.
HAha oh then there was this once!
there was a huge gap btw the front and the back on the way to esplanade!
hhaha.. and me and gary were in the middle..
we passed by HOTEL81 hahahah...
then when we reached esplanade, nic was telling us that when they went pass it(they were far behind us) they saw a couple walking in!
hahahaha...! I don't know why i find that so amusing. but i do. hahahah!!

Yes, ok after we reached ecp,
there was this long stretch of road all the way back to the bicycle booth..
it was 8km..
We sprinted(on our bikes) all the way there.
it was GREAT.
It was dark, and windy..
hahah and for that moment I forgot all about that pile of homework sitting at home waiting for me!
Exhilirating.

Then when everything was over,
everyone just sort of drifted into their own world..
Xinying and I went to the playground there and wedged ourselves into the slide and fell alseep..
xinying says the guys took a photo of us :/
I hope they didn't!
Woke and slept until 7.. went to return bikes and went home!!

It was great.
HAhaha oh yeah.
and surprisingly, ms lee was damn good mood throughout the whole thing!
and she even like kid around with us!
wow.
cause we were snapping pics at some random bus stop(everyone couldn't take it and had to take a break) and we wanted to take a photo of her!
then she was like(cause its qi yue)'eh, why you never ask my friend to smile also!' and she pretended to put her hands on their shoulders! hahaha...
she has A SENSE OF HUMOUR..
cool man i didnt know that!

Haha now i'm feeling this myraid of pains on my body.
My butt feels like someone has been throwing boulders at it the entire night.
and i swear it has changed shape...

Can you see the bike sit imprinted there!
hahah pardon my drawing!
but seriously, hahaha this is how my ass feels right now.
And my legs feels all wobbly :(
hhaha.. ok lah got alot of hmwk to do...
staying up late tonight!!!
bye people!!!!

8:54 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Black and white pictures of her on my wall
I waited for her call
She always kept me waiting
And if I ever got another chance
I'll still ask her to dance
Because she kept me waiting...

Hai this holidays were so not holiday-ish.
Didn't even get to sleep in late :(
Damn sad.. think that's one of the greatest pleasures in life.

My throat hurts.
I hope I get sick so i can stay at home for one day..
need to start planning my mid-course schedule already leh..
If not ahhh. die die die.
Wonder how I could manage my time last time.
I'm now seriously losing track of my studies.
realise I don't really know much about my human geog..
AND I WANNA DO WELL OK.
we made a pact!
i must!
arghhhh.

Anw, nothing's exciting in my life now.
except, maybe that we met chrys on wed!
awww it's been a long time.
she sounds the same still!
I'm glad she didn't get some american accent from the americans..
and she was telling us,
'I have a very boring life in America you know! after i come back from school, all I can do is eat, or go to the movies'

:
:
:/
:(
:'(

This is how i feel about that.
Hahah.. so envious.
haiii the freedom, the free TIME.
omggg seriously, i'll love it so much!

Friends are changing,
but i'm glad we remain the same.

9:07 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!
smart boy.

10:30 AM

Hi i'm a bored girl.

I slept so much but still feel like sleeping.
great.
I have alot of homework but im still gonna go out to meet chrys today.

And then tonight i'm gonna rush home to watch NDP!
whoohoo!

oh yah oh yah...
ytd was really fun!
It's so sad that our whole class wasn't there..
it would have been funner. haha...
Went up to teletubby hill took alot of pictures and horsed around like nobody's business..
you know what! some idiots went to throw 6 canadian pizza boxes there!! (they were empty. damn.)
I can't believe it! arghh idiots.
Dunno how to clear up after themselves..

We're gonna go marche later.
good loh gonna grow fat again.
ok i shall not eat so much.
Hahah.l.
haiii nothing else already.
except, i shouldn't be here. so bye!

10:10 AM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

'Nolite te bastardes carborundorum'

Don't let the bastards grind you down.

I think i'm learning alot from Handmaid's Tale.

Anw, friday was a great day.

Compared to other days in school lah..

During geog tut. we realise we haven't done our presentation so we asked the other grp to drag and we purposely went to ask alot of dumbo questions so it'll take longer..

heh heh..

think mdm gowri knew but who cares about her man.

Then 5 of us went to eat zinger..

they went to watch lake house :(((

But i couldn't go cause of that dumbo meeting..

i really want to watch it again!!

it's very very nice.

But i'm not fated.. so whatever.

anw, i went to the woodlands library to slack and kept falling asleep lah..

after awhile i couldn't take the cold so i walked back to school...

went to the lib to wait for aixin then went for the meeting tgt..

it was then, we realise WE DIDNT HAVE TO GO.

good loh.. waste my time walk back to innova.

ok nvm it was still nice..

we went to walk ard cause we didnt want to do any work..

she brought me to the labs and it was cool cause i've nvr been there!

hahah the bio lab damn nice. i'm so jealous lah.

We talked for like an hour and just stood there to enjoy the wind.

Hahah.. it was great talking to you aixin! :)

Then aft that just to be rebellious i refused to go home.

We stayed to 8+ i think..

her classmates are nice! we gossiped about po-e-be.

hahah! seriously funny.

yay now i got new friends in econs!!!

then i met another cheerleading guy not from aixin's class but also in econs.

fun fun fun!

Ok so we studied..

had hot milo before we left and met a really cute kitten!

:) so cute cann..

and so hungry.

poor fella.

ytd, went lib to study with amanda

cause that dumbo winston didnt want us to go recce.

ass. nvm it was kinda productive.

even though i couldnt do most of the maths.

and the poem was a failure.

oh yah oh ya!

We saw an interesting book

did you know..

Longan cures forgetfulness!!

omggg this is so exciting!

i love longans!!

whoohoo!

12:13 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

It's so sad that there's so little people whom i'm still in contact with even though everyone said they would.
I knew it'd happen.
But I didn't know it 'd been such a sad thing :(
until now.

Ironically, it's people who are the furthest to me that stay in the tightest contact.
Hmmm...
I wonder how's my brother doing in aussie.
Hope he's doing well..

This week has been seriously draining on me.
I sleep so late and wake so early everyday lahhh...
actually i used to do that all the time in sec school.
but now i don't seem to have the energy for it anymore :(
My body is like.. erm.. just really exhausted?

I think i just want to end school early one day, go home and SLEEP.
I NEED TO SLEEP.
Is anyone listening from up above?!
Hi, i need my sleep.

I think i'm getting cranky.

Where are the amandas?
Aren't they gonna do their I&R???
Hmmmm...
Ms Lee is a skinny freak.
If anyone wants to know about my lovely experiences with ms lee, my skinny taf teacher, come ask me.
Hahah.. maybe i would be able to publish a book by the end of 2 years.
it'd be called
"TAF experiences: Ms Lee the skinny freak."

I think i'm going mad.

11:40 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

I was irritated today.
Hahahah.. by you-know-who lah.
Irritating shit i hope you suffer a life time of warts.

NoI'm just kidding.
A lifetime too long lah.
One year can already.

ANW today we went to climb the hill again/
we took a longer route from last time and it's really damn tiring.
Junjie they all claimed to have taken the same route but i still don't believe.
hahah.. still call me loser. wthhh.
Ok, anw, today was a relatively good day.
With the exception of the irritation thing.
AH WELL.

Oh yah man i just rmbed.
I gave up OBS already..
I hope its for the good.
I really really want to go but..
i guess i have to get priorities right.
You can call me a nerd for all i care.
Don't think i'm an easy person, i have my limits too.
I try to keep an emotionless face but that doesn't mean i don't feel anything.
Hai...
Guess its not her fault.
I dunno.
But every human can get pissed, everyone has their weak points or whatever you call that.
Maybe i'm too good at pretending i'm not pissed when i am.
Hahah.. coward lah.

Next week, night cycling.
I'm excited.

Don't, call me a nerd.

9:00 PM